no matter how well we did or did not know the other, i hope that some day,
perhaps from being a mom of 2 boys and maybe, i hope, from the growth of being now involved in your own culture...i hope some day....that you may realize how big my heart is. i hope you remember the time i mentioned i did not want to lose our friendship....
i know, finding the right words is always hard but worth it in the end.
i'm doing okay....but i guess life goes on. despite unfinished business. despite hauntings of a heart torn. there is good in all that's happened, somehow. but
all my time with you brings joy with tears.
truth: my whole life i never even thought about having the kind of happiness it looks like you have...til you... now i find myself yearning for that chance again.